It is always difficult to maneuver the food through my mutilated constricted belly.
I will not try another time to work employed at a job, where I have to sit for hours and need a functioning digestion. This just doesn’t work when I sit. And the bad thing is, when I force myself to do so, my eyes get inflamed and I risk another bowelswitch, which is the most hurtful and cruelest thing I ever have experienced (4 times) in my life and it lasts at least half a year, till it feels kind of normal again.
I feel quite good now, that it is sure, that my belly will be investigated and that I have it clear for myself, that I will never work employed again, till this isn‘t repaired and this medical failsurgery has been reversed.
In the meantime I will do gardening, cooking, DJ-ing and work self employed as Graphic Designer at www.kpdesign.at .