It is always difficult to maneuver the food through my mutilated constricted belly.
I will not try another time to work employed at a job, where I have to sit for hours and need a functioning digestion. This just doesn’t work when I sit. And the bad thing is, when I force myself to do so, my eyes get inflamed and I risk another bowelswitch, which is the most hurtful and cruelest thing I ever have experienced (4 times) in my life and it lasts at least half a year, till it feels kind of normal again.
I feel quite good now, that it is sure, that my belly will be investigated and that I have it clear for myself, that I will never work employed again, till this isn‘t repaired and this medical failsurgery has been reversed.
UPDATE: I went to the hospital on July 13th, to finally get this laparoscopic investigation done. I was sent home on the next day, because the surgeon, who promised me to do the investigation, had too many things to do. This laparoscopic investigation has been postponed and will be performed at the end of August.
In the meantime I will do gardening, cooking, DJ-ing and work self employed as Graphic Designer at www.kpdesign.at .
I am asked frequently to play Old School HipHop from the late 80ies. This was the time, when I moved from the country into the “big” town Graz. And I am still connected to this kind of music, that you don’t get from Spotify and that is never played. Especially when you would need it to comfort your soul in something like home.
When I moved to Graz from the country in 1986 it was like hundreds of options would open up and everything would be possible and I could leave the old Konrad behind and start a new life, with the friends and people I would choose freely and not people who were chosen for me like classmates.
Later I had to realise, that some problems always come with you, no matter where you run, travel or go to or which people you choose to be around, but not in 1986.
In 1986 everything was new and exciting and that is why old school hip hop is the soundtrack of revolution and freedom and excitement, that school is over and that from now on, I will live as I want to.
this is just a test. Looks promissing. There also is a family-plan like spotify and I can dj with it.
I really liked this feature that I could curate my playlists on the go wherever and whenever I had time to do so with any listening device (mobile phone, laptop) and then be ready to play an 8 hours DJ-gig.
Now I have to find a new streaming platform, that has the same comfort as Spotify and is playable on my DJ-Software and with a DJ-Controller.
I doubt, that I find it soon, but everyone knows, this is the future. Except Spotify they had no significant updates in the last 3 years. I mean, they could have built up a social platform like Instagram but around music…
I don’t know how this could happen, that I never saw this ingenious supergay video of the song: Crucified – Army of Lovers.